Christmas Holly

Jolly and stuff like that. Sometimes I turn the station to the Christmas music and listen to it. Other times I get so sick of the "joy" being shoved into my face, I can't help but turn the station, or just shut the radio off. I believe if it wasn't all about commercialism, I would enjoy it a little bit better. Decorations help. Being obligated to get everybody something isn't enjoyable for me, especially when I don't have much money this time of year.

I am mad that I get no Christmas break from work. I'll definitely request it off in January so I can take it in December. It's not fair, but I have to take the punches as they come. Unfair is unfair. No other way to put it. "Be tough, life isn't fair" is what I'll hear. I am aware of this, but doesn't make the pain and anger, and the many annoyances I have go away about the situation. "Buck up" doesn't help either. Just let me feel how I want to feel, and have my holiday how I choose to spend it. I will get my Christmas tree up this year and hopefully my mood will get better once I have some Christmas cheer in my house. The kitties love the tree and it's so adorable to see them sitting under it.

Merry Christmas. Hopefully.