The New Year is upon us

and I feel as if I'm not any closer to finding the job that I want. I'm trying to lose weight and it seems as if that's impossible. I exercise for 30 minutes - 1:30 minutes and still see no results. I know I have a thyroid problem, but those levels are correct. I can't help but wonder why I retain so much water when I DON'T use my diuretic. Because of one day of not taking this diuretic, I gained 8 lbs in 2 days, not changing how I ate, or my exercise activity. I still exercised every day.

I'm frustrated because I want to lose weight for my big day but it seems hopeless. I would like to lose 10 lbs a month, but have not lost that amount yet. Hopefully I can find out what works for me. Last time I lost weight, I ate one meal a day and took fastin. I lost 50 lbs in 5 months or so. I wish I could do that again. We'll see.