Bad things DEFINITELY Happen to Good People.

One of my good friends from work got terminated today. I am so very upset. He is the most intellectual, professional man that worked there and he got dismissed for something that didn't make any sense. Dejavu for me. I don't get it. I'm not happy, and don't know how I'm going to function normally tomorrow at work. It won't be the same without him. There will be this empty hole. Call me if you want to know more details, but for now, I will change out of my work clothes, read, and go to bed. It's a sad reality when the good people get screwed and the bad ones get all the glory.

My Plight from the East Coast

It is so hard to hear of a person close to me being hurt in such a way to where I can't offer the least bit of support since I am so far away. Hearing about this and not being able to even speak to her leaves me feeling helpless in a situation where I know a lot of pain is being experienced. It is hurtful, and makes me weep to hear of this person getting treated so horribly.

To the person who is treating a person who is very close to me so badly: I thought you were better than this. I never knew you that well. I didn't try to get to know you well, because there was always something about you that I didn't trust. I lost her completely and now I have a shrivel of hope that I may get her back. I am all the way on the East Coast and feel as though I am disconnected with everyone, and you have the gall to make this person feel so horrible, the person you supposedly loved, and make her feel as if she is the scum of the earth.

How dare you. How dare you try to get sympathy from her friends. How dare you even think of humiliating her in front of other people. How dare you stalk her and make her feel like complete crap. How DARE you embarrass her in public places. How dare you make her feel like less than a human being for trying to find happiness. You were once someone that she loved. You were once someone who she would do anything for. She defended, supported, and embraced you as you were, even at the expense of alienating her family and you didn't support her. She tried talking to you and you wouldn't listen. HOW DARE YOU for walking out of the room when she did something she completely adored. HOW DARE YOU for even thinking of stopping her from doing it. I don't think I'm alone in saying that it is a small person to do such things to another human being. None of this was a surprise to you. You know it, she knows it, and we know it. You try to make it out like you are the victim. You are far from such. As a true friend of mine said, karma will bite you in the ass. I believe things happen for a reason, and all I have to say, is that you will get yours. For the record, you have lost my respect and the respect of some very intelligent people. These are people that you never gave a chance and will never get to know.

Good riddance. To all of those who are involved in this situation, you know who you are. I want to be there, but I feel like I can't do anything. Please know that I'm concerned, and I love you all. I want to help any way that I can. I want to be there. To the person close to me, know that my heart and mind are with you through this stressful and defeating time, and that you have all my support, as well as your support system there. Remember that. Bad things happen to good people. The challenge is to come out better than you went in. I think you have, and congratulations on realizing that, and being as strong as you are to embrace this change. I think I speak for everyone when I say that you are an amazing person, and you deserve to be loved like you love others. You are loved. When you go to sleep tonight, remember that, and fall into a blissful dream.

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What did I say?

Over the past week in my new job as a phone specialist, we are training on proper procedures on how to answer calls. I apparently say okay and alright a lot, which I didn't know. I even said "buh-bye" without even realizing it. Our QA is so strict that I'm scared to fart without getting marked off. I have been told that it's not such a big deal because they expect us to suck for the first few months. They didn't tell us in those words, but generally that's what they were saying. Even though that sounds bad, it made me feel more at ease on the phones. I think I'll be fine.

I do, however, miss working for th e-mail team. I was temporary, but I could listen to my iPod, go to the bathroom when I wanted, and just have fun. The rules are more strict on the phone team at AICPA, I've observed.

I do get paid, and I found how much that will be. It is MUCH better than my last paycheck, oddly enough. Maybe it was because we started in the middle of a cycle or something. I'm not positive.

Hopefully I can relax this weekend with Semaj and play video games. Saturday is homework time. Of course, Sunday is football!!

Have a good weekend family and friends! I will try =).

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New Kitten

So I think all my family members know that a kitten has adopted me. His name is Brucee, or at least he responds to that. Here are a few pictures of the cute little thing:





I might be able to get this adorable, sweet, precious, kitten adopted by Semaj's best friend Will! Cross you fingers! =) And Mr. Brucee will continue to purr.

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Memorial Day End

I did nothing. Well, everyone does something, but I didn't do much of anything except write my paper, go to the library and come home. Oh, and I visited Semaj. That's it. I did some daily chores like doing the recycling. I felt somewhat productive.

I am in this mood where I feel like nothing I do can make me feel less impatient. I don't want to be inside all day but then again, I don't want to go out either. There is nothing for me to do when I drive around and I have no motivation to do so. I also have no motivation to stay in this apartment either. I'm in the middle, and I felt like this yesterday. I figured taking a nap would make this feeling go away, but it has been unsuccessful. There is literally nothing for me to do to keep myself occupied enough. Not even read, and that's weird coming from me. I guess I'll just accept this weird feeling and be happy that I'm going to work tomorrow. Have a good rest of the day and I hope you all had a wonderful Memorial Day weekend.